Completely Incomplete... Incompletely Complete

Complete.. finished.. ended.. concluded.. having all the customary skills or the like.. consummate.. entire.. total... Incomplete.. not complete.. lacking some part.. Is there ever a point in our lives where we feel complete.. we have achieved everything there is to achieve and no longer have any goals to accomplish... or in life are we always incomplete.. always looking to achieve more.. Right now I am at a crossroads... not knowing my exact purpose.. the direction I should go.. the things I should be doing in moving toward a complete life.. or is what I am searching for not there??? or is my purpose what I design? Has GOD given me those options? Am I thinking too much and not doing? I once read a quote that said "you only stop experiencing growing pains when you stop growing." In that sense are we always to remain incomplete because we are always growing and learning? If I did reach a place of completeness would I know I was complete? It's funny for me its always been hard to gauge just what I am supposed to be doing... I strive to be the best at everything... No matter what I put my mind to I can accomplish.. Funny because I am so good at so much.. So which of those things should I choose to pursue? So I raise the question or we completely incomplete or incompletely complete? They sound synonymous but they are not... oxymoron. I think in all we are supposed to be incompletely complete.. there is a point where we will be content but not complete.. the only thing that should complete us is the Lord Jesus Christ.. without him we are lacking... I was reading a book titled... Holy Play that says GOD gave us the option of Free Will.. with that as long as we pray and ask him to bless it he can still accomplish HIS work through us.. So instead of seeking completeness we should remain incomplete but find a sense of contentment.. so once again are we supposed to be completely incomplete or Incompletely Complete.. I guess that's for us to decide.... Going to bed even more confused... but I shall have an answer tomorrow.