Really Throwing My Hands Up and Letting God Have Control...

As much as we say we are giving something to GOD how many of us actually give it up and leave it there?  I find myself losing control of my own life by trying to control too much of my life.  See anyone who knows me knows that I am a person who is God-fearing and one who gives God the glory through the good, the bad and the ugly.  Many people who read my blog I have had personal conversations with where we have helped each other through difficult times.  I find myself counseling my friends and being strong for them even when I cannot be strong for myself.  See these next couple of months will be a true test of my faith in GOD and I will be solely in his control.  See right now I am even struggling with totally giving God the control for I am  trying to make a way for myself instead of just giving it over to GOD....  Control.. Let God have it.. He will make a way for he has done it a million times over....  Everyday I will try to place more and more of my hand inside God's and tighten the grip....  I vow from this day forward that God is going to guide my steps and take complete control of my future...  I just have to take it one day at a time.. one problem at a time...  God is in control.....  He will guide me!