I'm Back!!!!!!!

Well it has been another journey but I can honestly say that I am back. I have cleared the major hurdle I was preparing for now the waiting game begins... Man have you ever noticed when you are alone at home and have nothing to do that that's when you begin thinking about the most random stuff.... or when you are driving a good distance and actually not on your phone that your brain tends to throw out thoughts that are hidden in your sub-conscience? It is weird... I have the deepest thoughts and I often ask myself if this is how I truly feel or is this that little devil on my shoulder.... Sometimes I feel it is how i truly feel... I had this one thought where it feels like I lost something forever and I often debate and wonder about it... It irritates the hell out of me but I know its nothing I can do about it. Anyway, so now I am ready to start posting to tell you all about my confused cluttered thoughts.. See you in a little while.