Not Seeing What You See....

When people see me they see so much... Love, Loyalty, Success, Intelligence, Selflessness...  These are all the things people have told me about myself over the last couple of days.... If all of these thing are true then why when I look in the mirror I do not see the same?  Is it because I am so hard on myself I do not allow the GOOD JOSEPH to outshine the SAD JOSEPH... Today was hard I had a breakdown that was beyond anything I can remember.  I want to believe what everyone else sees in me but its so hard when it seems I have nothing to show, but thats just it those things do not require a showing of anything its apart of character.  I am trying to intertwine physical things with mental things and you just cannot do that.  I know I know, be patient I was told today but patience is so hard it really is.  Patience has always been of my weak points but when I was patient good things always came to me..  My first test of patience came in high school when I tried out for drum major and it took like 2 weeks for results to come out.. GEEZ I never thought I had made it but two weeks later I was given the go ahead.  I was a drum major for the BLUE WAVE.  So why do I worry so much?  I am going to look in the mirror after this blog recite what others see in me and recite them every morning.. Reciting over and over becomes habit which becomes belief.  From now on I am going to see what others see.  

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We Are Only As Happy As We Allow Ourselves To Be...

Sit down and take a load off.  Relax a little bit and just forget about all the problems and issues you have been dealing with.  See we allow ourselves to be bogged down with all our issues and problems and it keeps us from enjoying the day God has blessed us with.  For the past couple of days I have decided to forget about all my problems and issues and make myself happy.  See we are only as happy as we allow ourselves to be.  I noticed that when I just let go and deal with things one at a time it makes life easier.  So as you read this blog take a load off relax do something enjoy and make your days from here on out happy and joyous!

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My Mind is All Over The Place

I am writing my first blog as a 25 year old and it feels so different.  I have decided to take a different approach to life and just take it as it is.  I love the LORD and he has not failed me yet.  Well, since I have last blogged a lot has happened... I had two interviews for jobs and both I am waiting on a call back, but I know its just a matter of time before one does call back... I have been worrying myself to death and rushing the process which you cannot do.. Its only a test of my faith....  Its so early in the morning but I couldn't sleep I think I ate too much over the weekend.  Everyone is going through financial crisis right now waiting on bar results and the such.  This is my shout out to everyone hold strong we are all going to get through this YES WE ARE!  Well, all of my deepest thoughts seems to dissipate once I started to blog so I will be back later with the deep stuff.

The Proof Is In The Pudding......

Its been a minute since I have blogged but now that I have some actual downtime I think its time that I do just that.  Staying positive is very important.  Looking at everything and everything that happens from a positive point of view is the only way to make it.  Everything happens for a reason and we should not question the motive at the time but just know its part of God's perfect plan.   See the proof is in the pudding.  God has brought me through time and time and time and time again.  So the proof is there staring in my face that when one door closes another opens.  Lord I trust that when the door closes you have another for me to walk through.

His proof is in HIS word and his Word never lies!  Thank you Jesus for your blessings in advance!

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Life is Changing....

When it seems like you have figured things out another curve ball comes your way.  Well, this weekend I went to visit my father-daddy in Chicago and I had a great time.  The first time I came here it was just to get away and I did not have a good time.  Well, I learned a lesson you can do things without expectations and have a GREAT TIME!  I got to see and do a lot of things because I did not have any distractions.  I figured out something tonight... Chicago is a city on my list that I would LOVE to move to.  I am ready.. Ready to step out and get away.  

Loving Chicago,

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